Let me share with you my story for today. It has been days when I was feeling LOST ever since I got back from Manila with my fiancé Rica a week ago. Not because I didn't had a blast in Manila or I didn't enjoyed the company, it's just that I felt not happy with my life in terms of accomplishments -- something is really missing in my life. I definitely felt that 'itch'! I personally felt that I'm existing without a purpose 'coz in nature, I am the one who make things happen but it seems that in my life, I am not in control. I've been crazily applying for jobs wherever and whatever it would take me. I felt stuck in Maslow's crazy ladder of Man's security needs--filling up the missing bits and pieces of this puzzle. In other words, I've gotten bored with my life doing nothing and I felt that I need to do something in my great deal with my personal security to further step on to the next ladder.
I had a lot of options to engage myself in. But, I felt that my job applications was going nowhere, out of focus and direction and God is just stretching my faith. He really taught me what patience is all about (Imagine of just working it all out for a license for 2 humbling years). Last night was one of the best nights I had with Rica. We really talked about a lot of things and diagnosed myself with mild depression related to my boredom manifestations. I saw her heart. I saw her intentions. She saw mine as well...I really felt bad to where my life was leading me -- all because I'm not doing anything professionally.
That was me last night.
I retook the local licensure examinations for 3 times already. Got stuck with all the scam, hardships and self exploration. And today, is the sweetest victory of all!!!! PRAISE GOD!!! Thanks thens...you were my guardian angel today! Good luck on your operation...we're all praying and hoping for the best!
***taken from our YM chat this afternoon
Athens Garrote: YO!
John Gadi: sup yo
Athens Garrote: 11775 GADI, JUAN MANUEL GUINOO
Athens Garrote: is that you???????
BUZZ!!!
John Gadi: yeap
John Gadi: nurse na ako?
Athens Garrote: congrats r
Athens Garrote: RN
John Gadi: thanks
Athens Garrote: hahahaha
Athens Garrote: oo sira
Athens Garrote: hahahahahahahaahhah
Athens Garrote: ngayon lang lumabas result
Athens Garrote: http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/examresults/NURSE/20080221/NURSE__G.htm
John Gadi: thanks thens
John Gadi: PRAISE GOD
Athens Garrote: ay ako una nagsabi hahaha
John Gadi: kaw una nagsabi
John Gadi: thens! grabe! partey na!
Athens Garrote has signed out. (21/02/2008 3:38 PM)
So, my fellow friends -- kinsa pa BP dira? pwede na ko! hehehehe....
http://www.aldrinred.net/ --matsalam oyaak drin! That's God's glory bro! kuyaw noh?!!! hehehehe....
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