Thursday, August 14, 2008

PURPOSE ON HALT

After reading my fiance's reply blog to my "R.N. Rat Race (Need Back-up)" about "PURPOSE...", I now know that I turned something upside down. I might gave her the "push" that she's been waiting for and with no intentions, it turned out well. Yes I agree with her and gladly we're on the same wave. I don't want to come philosophical or too falloted and waving the "Buddha" flag here. I mean...I just felt the urge of sharing my insights. I didn't realize that it would have that kind of impact. Anyways, it is true that our purpose defines us. It gives us substance and molds our character. It makes us 'exist' and become 'humans' and not 'robots' bonded with the daily curfew of someone in the race -- a prisoner per se.

How do we liberate ourselves then?


I have been trying to rekindle the things that makes me really happy and passionate about. I am trying to relive and experience again how it felt like. Successful and happy people are doing what they really love and passionate about. The Chinese guy who designed youtube.com basically thought beyond the box. Now, he's enjoying the perks. He excelled in something that he's good at. One will only know it once everything becomes 'REAL' again. I have been tied and caught up with a lot of mishaps but, there is no other way but to stand up, walk and carry the load again. I just wonder when I'm going to leave that "load" and carry my own "load" for a change. My fiance saw where my passion rests. In less than a year, she knew where I was passionate about. It was only when I COOK my family's recipes...my signature recipe...that I forget everything and try to perfect that craft. With Jamie Oliver and Gordon Ramsey's influences in their shows -- I know it is possible! QUALITY, EFFICIENCY & HARD WORK simmers everything! My purpose is TO FEED and my passion is TO FEED GOOD FOOD. With all the appreciations and "push" I had from Rica's uncles, Mommy Rubs, good friends and most especially from my family and TRUE INSPIRATION, Rica...I think I have to start somewhere.


Maybe soon where I'm not caught up.
Maybe soon when it's fully ripe.
Maybe soon when opportunity knocks once again.
Maybe soon when I am in the tip of the cliff and can't go back.



I'll just jump impulsively and have faith...
"leap of faith?"

...I dunno...But, through that action -- I am going to redeem myself from bondage again!

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